Folie à Deux
Folie à Deux:
fo·lie à deux. noun.
delusion or mental illness shared by two people in close association.
The title & definition may have some relevance to this, or it may not. In any case…
If the whispers of my court are correct, then some sort of watcher has been looking at my blog and thinking all my posts are about Him! Very sweet.
Honestly, I wish that was the case.
I’d rather all my sappy, sad posts not be about my FP. But they are. Of course, “I wait for you, that’s what I do” — that sort of thing.
I don’t have that sort of freedom, unfortunately.
My days are pretty monotonous. I don’t really watch people. I don’t do much of anything. All this lady wants is some excitement.
She felt such excruciating boredom that she almost cut her heart out earlier — all over something that didn’t matter.
Do you matter…? Hmm…
Maybe I should start a tagging system for my posts? Would that help?
I don’t like words being put in my mouth or assumptions made of me. There’s a lot of things I say that already look wrong — no need to twist my paintings on the walls into disfigured, familiar faces.
I want to focus on the new, but I tend to return to the past in some way or another.
Time is a flat circle — I guess you either cross that boundary or you dig yourself a hole.
But eventually there’s no way but up, right?
Or maybe I can just drag everyone into this loop with me.
Everyone loves this madwoman, the People’s Queen.
So why does she feel so lonely? What can she do about this ache in her chest, stomach, throat?
Read e—mails and send I love you texts, I suppose.
In the end, I’m a dame who sees people as coin~operated, I’ll turn them on, waste both our times, & wait until I can use them again. — something to that nature is what everyone believes of me, right?